simply on a new time frame

I don't know where I am going
I don't know how I will change
but change I must
for an old passage is closing
and my map in undisclosed 
to me
I'm in a state of shock
a welling of tears hides my existence
a cloud over hangs
a rainbow above
but I do not name the cloud
for I am hoping for wisps of herring bone 
feathering
small bumps of strength in character along the way