smacked

Don't you hate it
When you have been smacked
By the universe
The hateful
Crime of reality
That you can not change
Existence
Where reality meants existence
So hard 
Your nose
Bleeds
Where future
Meets the presence
And reality to unfolds into existence

So far beyond your control
It wants you to stop typing
But you have to let the world know
It's beyond your control

Reality is  meerly existence
In a land that you enjoyed
From afar
You see the space ship coming to take you away
But you keep fighting
To keep the reality in your mind
Peaceful slumbers will exist 
Nevermore
Once you have slipped behind
The time zone
Of reality
The mere perception 

my nose bleeds
As I can not find
My Way home
I beg for forgiveness
To the land which I do not walk upon
I am ready for existence to succumb to the reality of the unknown
I walk into the solitude of being
Alone with myself
As I gather the future existence of self
I beg of you
Forgiveness
For not believing in your existence
Please devore me 
With your presence of truth
Tho I can not handle it in this human life form
My sanity
Is yet to 
Be determined by man