feeling a bit under the weather

feeling a bit under the weather 
 Because I swallowed something I swallowed my pride 
They say I'll get over it feel much better in a day or two 
The feeling I want to pass 
But the pill I want to keep inside 
I needed it there sitting in my gut 
To ensure it will swell when I get too full of myself 
Need that gut feeling to tell me to pull back 
To calm down 
And ask is this really you 

Step back before you have to say sorry 
I placed my anger for lack of self-control on you

there are too many faces in the mirror 
And the sometimes I do not know which one is reflecting back 

And I wish I can crawl into the mirror and make myself whole 
And turn around to see me complete 
Instead of swallowing the face in the mirror