while I write my own thoughts hysteria of convictions self-containing thoughts of contradictions connections so obsolete that they create constraints outcomes are lost but the future is still there lingering on an outpost of resentment and turmoil why can't I get my thought s together to write a simple apology why can't I say I am sorry for all the grief I have caused you caused the world to self-inflict the horrors of imagination have loomed on the horizon the trepidation of trespass into a world of resolve with a single word could cease its loathing if only held with meaning and action sorry I have wronged you how can we rebuild this earth so that we may all live in harmony