Hear me out I have begun to see you as real A being without possession A being without face But what I haven’t fathomed is space How do you hold me in your arms When I cannot breathe you into existence Where were you when I fell and felt alone and undecided on my purpose My place, Is my existence here relevant to the circling of the globe Am I more than body weight Can I count on you to be there , when I need a friend And I feel so alone I can not hear the words of others around me Or feel touch when they hold me in their arms When do they unbecome strangers when I am a stranger unto myself When will the grieving stop , from my birth I felt disappointment. A non appendage to my being here on this earth. When will I be free from being me Can I be me