I am just a jumble a mess of thought in thought in wrought of what has befallen me in times of disgrace I have unleashed my soul so as to unwatch my behavior devoid of self respect I clung to the disclaimer of human I flung and tossed about conject aimed at me as it was a skipping stone upon the sea of neglect disheartened I sat down at the waves rippling effect on the air about me to gentle for words I began to breathe again I breathed as though I had no lungs no voice to project my terror that I was still alive in a body meant to harness stronger men my flesh grew weak through lack of judgement and my thought deteriorated so slowly that my skin crawled with weeping sores from above my head hung the halo I had discarded eons ago and never wore again