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a need for a positive outlook

I fall into the incline The positive post of indrawn Whenever I go into the negative side I like to go with the worst-case scenario And there it grows and grows into the most ridiculous thing imaginable That I laugh And realize that everything is living Not in the science of breath But in heartContinue reading “a need for a positive outlook”

time

It is time for me to admit I am 35 years old And I have grown enough to learn about life What is life and how I fit in For until now it has been a series of circumstances out of my control Or so I believed But now I feel as though I canContinue reading “time”

I miss the reminisce

i can recall the recoil of past events but it is the events i don’t recall the had now and the had then are so intertwined i don’t know which is real from escaped reality but in my heart i feel i was blessed with multiple personalities to have taken part of a wondrous worldContinue reading “I miss the reminisce”

concentric circles

i want to stop going in circles round and round my brain i want to find my identity before i was born into me, he, she i want to be whole not open ended i want to be free of all this disbelief that we are free to be who we are when the timesContinue reading “concentric circles”

Warmth

i am finally warm and it is not from the kitty on my lap or the sweat pants I am wearing and I took that vitamin B early enough to have had that flush it is a different warm the kind you wonder about after sleeping with death wondering if you are warm because yourContinue reading “Warmth”

You go slow via

At first I thought the voice said Yugoslavia but then it slowed down and repeated you go slow via interpreting my words which is great since I was not in the mood to do a research paper on Yugoslavia nothing against Yugoslavia but I don’t know enough to make a clear interpretation of word soundContinue reading “You go slow via”

I had a dream

I had a dream the other night where I was grappled by the dark and light wisps of death Smokey Quartz aka Topaz and Dry Ice entangled within the walls of a clear quartz window Topaz was warm and gentle had a flowing scarf Ice’s skirt was pillowing in oxygen depleting coolness Each took aContinue reading “I had a dream”

I just want to write

I just want to write about the uncomplicated never-ending romance we have with ourselves how we are punctual to view and critique the many facets as though they were to appear on the red carpet of the tongue my tongue waggles and blurs my speech every time I get nervous which is most of theContinue reading “I just want to write”

corrective shoes

my heart feels as though it has been wearing corrective shoes split somehow taking strides along the path unknown the path is clear so it must be my heart that need adjusting a little tightening here a little lifting there there’s pain and relief a complicated feeling of joy and that I just want toContinue reading “corrective shoes”

I lost the argument

I lost the argument with my newfound friend me I said I wanted to be a he and she said I was a she so we settled on becoming we we are a wee bit taken with our new found romance my fingers can’t help grasping whenever they get a chance I pull them apartContinue reading “I lost the argument”